Lay flowers on my life

swimming against the current is so tiring
i should just hold on to my breath till i pass out
or let the shark gobble me up
whatever that can get me out of these fatigue days
cos im living like theres 1h a day

omeegosh.
the tests are finally over.
my life is over as well…over the moooon.
flunked all of them
so now i just pray that i dun fail so badly.
losta tests, losta problems.
little tests, little problems.
no tests, no problem.
come to think of it, im glad im still breathing.
so many tests at one go..
urgh. stayed back ytd with vivi xinying and fel for the dnt assignment.
unfair, fel should be the one who picked ‘x’
so now im stuck with a person who dunno how to draw the wheels of ambulance.
-.-”
ha, then me and fel went swimming.
i was so damn tired okay.
(stayed up till 1+ for the el portfolio and tkam)
so tired that i cant swim. at all.
even one lap can be fatal.
bathe and went to tpy for dinner.
went to the lib after fel left
waited for my mother cos she gonna get me a new specs.
basically thats about it.
okay, all im trying to say is that tests are finally over.
and i need some time to recuperate from the terrible singing of the mockingbird.
if you cant sing then shut up.
heres one thing to look out for, cos im going to isetan later on with queenkong.
and i promise to come back with fantastic pictures.
dun be too jealous ppl.
yay.

ha.
vivi xinying and fel even went to the lib to mug today
while i took a 6h nap at home.
seriously believe in taking breaks.
btw, if i rmb correctly, mr l came into class and exclaimed that its friday the thirteenth
and so for the whole of today i wrote 13th july for all the stuffs.
uh.
lets talk about today.
cnt- dun ever get mr a talking cos he cant seem to find fullstops for his words.
sci- mr l is okay if he didnt get all his dates wrong
- -
maths was boring so lets skip this
recess
read tkam for the fifth time
think ill sick of it even before the exam.
got back my mothertongue paper today.
barely pass it. feel so disgusted by my ugly results.
geog was worst. ultra sleepy
we got this leaders investiture thingy with invited guests.
quite okay i guess.
dunno why im stating out the timetable for today.
really sian.
very late now but my biological clock is only half past eight.
the result of afternoon nap..

feel that i really should get a life.
a new wonderful life.
not this.
but right now im trying real hard to befriend this ‘new trend’.
yays for me ppl.

okay, the below msg is meant for mmb.
you can ignore this if this isnt meant for you.

“if only you can go through the sublimation process as well
or vice versa
so that we wont see each other again.
you can hide behind your glasses and act stupid
but i cant bite my tongue forever.
i can die you know.
if you cant afford to lose then dun play.
if youre alr in this game then dun complain.”

hahas. mmb is much cuter when she keep her mouth shut.

vivi called just now.
said that she got into the vip.
frankly speaking, im kinda relieved when she said that she may not get in.
(vivi, dun kill me)
cos this means that we’ll still get to see each other even if we’re in different classes.
and that we’ll still be close frens.
ha.
i noe how nasty things get when you dun see each other for a long time.
oh, this is perplexing.
ahhhh.
you noe ppl always leave for a better place
and i noe that someday i’ll, too.

*look with wistful eye*

oh and fel, a tit for a tat kay.
i’ll turn the tables on you, ha.
&&KIRAN DARLING IS BACK!!!
yeah baby!

thats what my mum asked my father just now.
its so funny that i laughed my way to the bathroom and ended up with shampoo for my body.
ahahahaha.
come to think of it, my father watch the cna before he go to work, listen to 938 in the car, watch news five tonight at 9pm, the channel u news at 9.30pm and so on and he wont allow my mother to switch the news away.
then when i got out from the bathroom, which i just did, he’s watching the channel u 11pm news.
hahahahaha.
im laughing so hard that they are giving me the weird look now.

no irony intended. really.
i was mouthing these words the moment i enter the salon.
the hairdresser is a complete replica of david gan.
except that he’s taller.
told him i want to cut about 2 inches of my hair
but he just wont listen to me
so snip, snip, went the scissors
and i ended up with a layered and v-shaped hair.
worse still, it cost me 14 dollars!
walked out complaining..
went in again and emphasize that i want a shorter hair.
got what i want and went home.
really, whats wrong with him
i only want him to get rid of the unwanted hair. hmmph.
to certain ppl who called me and hung up their phones feeling irritated,
im sorry.
wasnt in the best mood today.
read the papers and maybe you’ll understand how i feel.
some unhappiness come from hmwk as well.

i really got to admit that henry thierry is past his prime..

hello.
flying to kl tmr.
so decided to post since the internet connection is really ‘smooth’ now.
realised that i borrowed a very sick book yesterday.
it was about a girl who became a nymphomaniac after…uh..i believe i dun have to go to the details.
so much for my time and effort.
and now i have to make sure my parents dun see the book.
going to sim lim sq later on to buy the norton cd
actually i dun really trust norton but thats what the pc fellow recommended so yeah.
went to watch prince caspian with sandy on sunday.
didnt noe the movie was 2h+.
so we went in at 0620 and only came out at 0900.
waaah. pure torture man.
almost died of starvation there.
but the movie is fantastic.
give it 4.5/5.
i shall wait for deborah to post her movie review and do a copy and paste thing for my blog.
(:
wont be in s’pore for ard 1wk.
gotta bring most of my hw there.
poor me..still under the evil clasp of hw even when im supposed to be having fun…
vkxf, dun miss me too much when im gone.
ahahaha.
lalalala~

林宥嘉’s new song -伯乐.

super nice okay.
and the mv is damn sad la.
the girl that he likes ask him to grade the guys around her.
then in the pub, she ask him to grade himself.
he gave a ’3′ as he lack confidence but that girl pointed out that he should get a ten.
so with a ’10′, he danced happily with the girl
but in the end, the girl ask him to grade the guy that she likes.
he gave a ’5′ and that ’5′ became the hand that waved goodbye when the girl chose to be with him.
waaaaahhhh.
if i were the girl i would never do this la…

have been kinda busy lately.
that explains why i havent been blogging for quite some time.
cedar’s 31st cross country on last fri.
dreaded this day since the day i got to know about it
it didnt turn out so bad though.
part of our class formed this ‘walking community’
and without a doubt, im in it.
i mean you cant expect too much from a person who ran 7 times before she finally get a pass for her 2.4 run right?
yeah.
heh heh.
but ms wees ‘dont be the last 50 runners’ before the run get the adrenaline flowing.
anyway, we started 20mins earlier than the sec1s so..
hahas.
so i aim not to be in the last 50 runners category
while some aim to get the first 50 runners badge.
ran with fel and xinying and sometimes sya and aishah.
persisted in running until i really cannot make it.
so we set targets to start running, stop running, start brisk walking and stop brisk walking.
okay, i dun think you get what i mean but we just keep running and walking.
unlike uhh..deb and kahei who walked all the way.
the entire 3.5km.
my salute to them.
i would be so embarrass, to see grps of sec 1s run pass me.
the rest of the morning was basically spent idling and playing ‘murderer’ with the others.
had a hard time deciding on where to go.
ended up in marina square/suntec.
ate subway, walk walk talk talk buy buy.
went home.
then it’s monday.
scrabble prac again!
finals comin. 28/29 june.
really really dun want to get thrashed.
other schools got external trainers and practice sessions while we have nothing
but trainings conducted by ourselves.
went to expo for our cip.
brought the elderly around hall 5 and introduced them to the various food.
did some carrying of plastic bags as well.
assisted this elderly known as mdm chen.
she ask me to guess how old she is.
i said 60 and she exclaimed ‘come, after this i go buy you kopi’
dun get it at first, but she said that shes 80 this year.
kinda shocked, cos thats how my grandma looked like when she was 60.
but thats provided that i rmb how she looked like.
a very friendly old lady.
she tried to convince me to be a christian
and i just look, smile and nod my head.
not very sure if christian are suppose to convince others to join them.
saw the popular sale banner
and rushed there almost immediately after the elderly have gone up on the bus.
walk walk talk talk buy buy.
really dun feel like going on to the details.
seriously think that i dun make a good blogger.
i blog and describe to you about my life.
but i really dun see the point of feeding you with my daily life when what im trying to say is pretty simple.
in this post, im saying that im leading an ultra hectic life.
simple as that.
ok nvm.
lemme continue then.
did most of history filming and will be doing the voice recording on fri.
glad that im gonna strike it off my to-do list soon.
today was the literature project. didnt expect deborah to knock on my door at 8.55am.
she rang up my phone and as my phone is right below my pillow,
the whole thing started to vibrate.
heard it but chose not to ans.
then she called my house and so did sherilynn, at the same time.
did a 5min wash up and dashed to the busstop to get sherilynn.
ahhh.
finished the house model, yay.
but theres one more left, boo.
shant think about it now
cos its fri tmr and im gonna play badminton with vkx.
hahas.
but right after that, we’ll have to rush to fel’s hse to do our voice recording.
nonononono.

the world is tumbling down.
cyclone has never struck myanmar
and neither has earthquake desrtoyed sichuan before.
poor citizens of planet earth.
we should treasure what we have now.

yesterday was meet-the-parents.
fel and kahei went over to my hse while waiting for evening to come.
played monopoly.
received a bklet about subject combinations.
its giving me a headache
so i shant talk about it.
hols comin.
in 6 days time.
dunno whether i should be happy about it or not.

It’s silky toilet roll for their butts,
Kiwi boot polish for their shoes
Do it, go on.
Mistress megabitch, yes its you.
ha. ive got an image to uphold,
so i dun think i should post the whole poem that i wrote.

can you tell that im getting really sick of my life?
so sick that i got to end my post now.